Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Leave Me Alone.
So normally when you see there might be something wrong with someone, you ask them what may be bothering them. If this person so chooses to answer you with the actual problem, that means they are seeking an ear to listen to them. If this person chooses to tell you 'nothing', even though somewhere deep in your gut you know something is wrong, you leave them alone. They obviously don't want to talk about it. Well at times I am easy to read. When I'm pissed off everyone knows. Today and yesterday were definitely long days. My days don't settle down 'til about 5:15, ish. By the time my day ends, I am at my wit's end. At this point my attitude is all over my face and in my body language. At this point I do no want to talk, about anything. This is also the point where my mother chooses to ask me what's wrong. 'Nothing' will probably always be my answer because I just don't want to talk about anything, especially not my feelings and stuff. I have no patience and I lose all type of control when I'm frustrated. When I decide to leave the room and go to bed, this does not mean I need Anger Management and/or see a psychiatrist. This means 'nothing' is wrong.