Thursday, May 20, 2010

I wonder what the clouds taste like everyday. I know they don't taste like anything but I still wonder and it irks me that I can't even taste them if I wanted; they're too high. I wonder why it's okay for New York to never sleep and run up electricity bills. It leaves us all wondering why we're in a recession. I wonder why it's completely horrible to be filled with hate and okay to be filled with love. I know hate and love make me feel the same; tingly all over. I wonder why we thrive on metaphors and die for similes to express how we feel. I wonder why we believe in song lyrics. I wonder why the fact of light travel is turned into a theory of how darkness is stagnant. Darkness doesn't disappear, it only shines when light isn't present; darkness and light just made an agreement to dwell together. I wonder why every hair on my body stands up when I see him. What inside of me tells my hair to do that? I wonder why you have to share your happiness and successes in order to further them. I'm content by myself. I wonder how much I've changed. I honestly don't feel the same. I wonder why American Apparel is so American. I wonder who is actually lonely. I wonder how many days I've been alive. I wonder why I judge people solely on their grammar. I wonder why I never take the easy way out. I wonder how many songs a bird knows. I wonder which superhero would actually save me. I wonder why it's not accepted to want to be someone other than yourself. I wonder why we are taught to love others before we are taught to love ourselves. If you haven't found love yet, love yourself so no one else has to.

6,683days.