I hate feelings but I feel the extreme. Its either love or hate with me. I'm either completely in love with you or I hate everything about you. Its annoying 'cause I hate dramatics yet my feelings are way too ridiculous to be on an understandable scale. I don't want to feel anything, I don't want to have a strong perception. I don't like being susceptible to unsensible susceptibilities. Mm yea, that made sense.

On the subject of hate, I hate 2009. Still in the midst of the stupidest year ever conjured up by Mother Nature & Father Time. At the end of last year I said I was proud to have come out human. It would be totally invalid to say the same now. Change is great but stability is way better. This whole year was full of unnecessary change. Its about that time for making resolutions & I can't think of any. All the ones that come to mind are shallow & hardly self- fulfilling.

At this point my two options for stability are a prefrontal lobotomy or growing up. Seeing that lobotomies don't always end pleasant, my maturity will shoot through the roof.





DISCLAIMER: This is about no one but myself -_-