It's been a minute since I spoke to my cousin Jammie. Called her today for her birthday. I really miss her w/ everything in me. We used to do everything together. I got in the most trouble w/ her. I'm not glorifying the trouble, just the time spent. Trying to get her to come back out here for the summer, hopefully the peoples she staying w/ will let her. I swear when she left 3 years ago my life changed. Had to give her some hope, we both thought she'd be back by now.

Jammie: I hate living here, California seems like paradise to here.

Me: Paradise is what you make it. Make this paradise ?

She can only try, I know I couldnt take living in Missouri. But I'm living in paradise ? Ha I guess it really is what you make it.