Thursday, September 18, 2008

Today was one of my worst days. Mhm I had the worst daay. Dont even know when the anger started uprising, oh but it did.

Thee biggest thing that has pissed me off, is me leaving my phone in Cassie's car and have noooo way of reaching her to get it back. Mmm what else ?

Mm i broke two nails today in practice, TWO.

Mr. Nevile pisssed me off today, ooowweee. I asked a simple question about money & the production of it. He decided to go off about the government and some savings bonds.

I have no fcking phone ALL night. Goodness this shit is unreal. No communication all night.

Volleyball found a way to piss me off too. Ha, why cant i just get a good set so i can make a good hit ? No blame on anyone, but that shit bugs me everytime.

I still believe waking up @6:30 every morning for school is redundant. Why do we have to be up so damn early to learn about atomic numbers & how to conjugate words ? With 24 hours in a day, why is it necessary to start off the day w/ the first hours that the sun is out ?

I feel myself getting sick. Constant headaches all day, congestion alll in the face, teary eyes and like my ears keep popping.

Gah fck me. I never ever really show my aggresion/anger, but this shit is unreal. At this point there is NO solution for this. I think all my anger ( whatever it may be from ) has been supressed for so long, that now that i dont have my phone, I can't take it anymore. I feel like screaming, but i dont wna scare the white people. I also think im making a big deal out of nothing
but i really cant control it.

I just neeeda wooosaaah, we'll see how thaat goes.