Congrats Grads, didn't get enough of these.
Happy Prom, Niko & Priscilla.
All in one day.
& the D700.
Sunday, May 31, 2009
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Monday, May 11, 2009
Desicion Made.
I haven't done anything different, and no weapons formed against me shall prosper.
I won't do anything different, and everything I'm for will fall to pieces.
True story.
I won't do anything different, and everything I'm for will fall to pieces.
True story.
Saturday, May 2, 2009
A & F
Aggravation begins and ends with Frustration. Correctly named & merely aimed to bug the hell out of me.
Thursday, April 30, 2009
Speak Your Mind Friday.
It's definitely not Friday, but I know I won't be posting anything tomorrow.
Having posted something all week, I don't have much to say today. Mm, well, um this will be a weird weekend. It's my mom's weekend and I'm packing an overnight bag to go over there. Weird man. Too used to being relieved to get out of her house for the weekend. Now I'm like almost stuck there for a weekend. Going to be real abnormal.
I'm plenty annoyed with people. Like those people that swear they're just really happy all the time. You know, those people w/ aways like "...just peachy keen." Trust me, I know you aren't and if you are, good luck with that. And then those people who are thoroughly depressed. I swear if the sun is shining, there's gotta be something to smile about ? I know I don't smile 24/ 7, but frowning hardly helps. The only people lately who really don't annoy me are those I can actually talk to and have substance behind their words.
I'm done, my mind is hardly full of ideas right now -_-
Having posted something all week, I don't have much to say today. Mm, well, um this will be a weird weekend. It's my mom's weekend and I'm packing an overnight bag to go over there. Weird man. Too used to being relieved to get out of her house for the weekend. Now I'm like almost stuck there for a weekend. Going to be real abnormal.
I'm plenty annoyed with people. Like those people that swear they're just really happy all the time. You know, those people w/ aways like "...just peachy keen." Trust me, I know you aren't and if you are, good luck with that. And then those people who are thoroughly depressed. I swear if the sun is shining, there's gotta be something to smile about ? I know I don't smile 24/ 7, but frowning hardly helps. The only people lately who really don't annoy me are those I can actually talk to and have substance behind their words.
I'm done, my mind is hardly full of ideas right now -_-
The most difficult part of attaining
perfection is finding something to do for an encore.
perfection is finding something to do for an encore.
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
Awarded To.
Most Likely to Burn Down an Orphanage: Mariah Dyson -_-
Most Likely to Write a Book on How to Have a Healthy Relationship: Mariah Dyson
Most Likely to Be the First Woman President: Mariah Dyson
Most Likely to Get In a Fight With New York At a Grocery Store: Mariah Dyson
Most Likely to Beat Someone Up Behind a Bush: Mariah Dyson
Most Likely to Have Her Own Reality Show: Mariah Dyson
I can't remember anymore, but it's obvious my class has a sense of humor -_-.
Most Likely to Write a Book on How to Have a Healthy Relationship: Mariah Dyson
Most Likely to Be the First Woman President: Mariah Dyson
Most Likely to Get In a Fight With New York At a Grocery Store: Mariah Dyson
Most Likely to Beat Someone Up Behind a Bush: Mariah Dyson
Most Likely to Have Her Own Reality Show: Mariah Dyson
I can't remember anymore, but it's obvious my class has a sense of humor -_-.
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
(this won't play the full version "/)
"Watchin’ you work the stick in the ride , the motion how you move from 3rd to 5
Can't imagine what it’s gon’ be once we get inside
And you put that ooh wee on me and you want me the same way, ooh I can’t wait
I’m tired of thinkin’ about it, speakin’ about it, baby it’s time to be about it, turn off the lights, take off your
clothes, jump in the bed, and let it flow
Squeeze and holdin’ bitin’ scratchin’ spankin’ screamin’ pullin’ my hair when you need me everything goes…baby when you…."
It's apparent Usher has been singing about the nasty since forever. My goodness ha. Just found my Confessions CD, :D.
Abnormalities.
"Women rule the world, men are just here for the company...Ask your wife"
Best thing I've heard all day. Argued w/ three freshmen boys yesterday. Not too productive for their chosen topic was: "Men do all the work." They weren't even initially talking about manual labor, they were speaking on sex and birth. They felt the need to ask my opinion. Bottom line I won. Women do not do all the work, I'd be damned if it was that way, but men also do not do all the work. In the means of birth and such, women do all the work. That's probably the biggest turn off for me not wanting children, having to do a lot of work ha. In a sense this conversation should never have arose. These boys will probably never get married, and if they do it will be when pigs are flying, literally. Uh, speaking of pigs, Swine Flu ? Ew. Danny told me he has it but then told me was a Power Ranger. That statement made his Swine Flu unbelievable. Whatever, that killer killer disease is scary. People dying and such. Mexico & California. Who woulda thunk it, eh ? -_-
Randomly dealing with oxymorons daily now. As this school year comes to an end true colors are showing. More like glowing. The shyest people I know, have the most to say. The big mouths, don't know how to speak. The smartest people I know, have the least to teach. Those who don't know, are the quickest to preach. The most talented people I know, have the least to do. Those willing to learn, can't find the help.
"Freddy Krueger is the essence of every man."
I laughed, I don't agree lol.
If every man played basketball like Dwayne Wade, the world would be a better place. I don't care anyone says, he's my favorite to watch. Hawks & Heat are tied, 2-2, game 4 tomorrow night (:
Mm and the Hornets were brutally beaten last night by the Nuggets in game 4, 121-63. No mercy was shown. Nuggest lead 3-1 as the Hornets were embarrassed at home.
I won't begin with the Lakers. Trevor Ariza, Kobe Bryant, and Derek Fisher.
Blah blah blah, PLAYOFFS.
Randomly dealing with oxymorons daily now. As this school year comes to an end true colors are showing. More like glowing. The shyest people I know, have the most to say. The big mouths, don't know how to speak. The smartest people I know, have the least to teach. Those who don't know, are the quickest to preach. The most talented people I know, have the least to do. Those willing to learn, can't find the help.
"Freddy Krueger is the essence of every man."
I laughed, I don't agree lol.
If every man played basketball like Dwayne Wade, the world would be a better place. I don't care anyone says, he's my favorite to watch. Hawks & Heat are tied, 2-2, game 4 tomorrow night (:
Mm and the Hornets were brutally beaten last night by the Nuggets in game 4, 121-63. No mercy was shown. Nuggest lead 3-1 as the Hornets were embarrassed at home.
I won't begin with the Lakers. Trevor Ariza, Kobe Bryant, and Derek Fisher.
Blah blah blah, PLAYOFFS.
Mm I'm writing an essay. I'd better get back to that.
Friday, April 24, 2009
Speak Your Mind Fridays; created and ran by Schrody & Reesa.
I used to do this daily on this here blogspot. It's really been a minute. I should be resting and getting ready & such, but I can't even focus on that. I'm going to attempt to focus on this ? Mm I don't want to talk about life, well my life that is, like that blog where I talk about what I've done in the past few days. Quite frankly, I'm barely interested in the things I've been doing. I can begin to explain how I've been feeling about things lately. That's rather mundane, too. Well no, I've been feeling so much better about things. A lot better at least. I'm not even speaking about things in general. I'm talking about my relationships, the small ones and the one I'm invested in. To think that one year ago, around this time, I had the same feeling as I have right now is indescribable. My claim to fame has been, the one who doesn't put up with it, whatever it may be. But we all take that persona huh ? Put up that wall ?...the one that gets knocked down for certain situations. Well my wall has been down. Just recently it was reconstructed.
Reconstruction by one definition is to reassemble mentally. Well put there, Webster. A while ago in my common growth, a wall was simultaneously built. The Great Wall of Ryah. Organized in a fashion that included thought and reasoning. Each stone placed over a feeling that was supposed to never be revealed. Strength that could withstand the unholiest war. Almost stubborn enough to endure love. Not the love we are born with, the one that grows for another person. (I have a habit of putting my all into every situation and though I already know it to be fact, I could never get with loving someone wholeheartedly, and not getting that shit back). This kinda love grew through cracks I thought were mended. I won't even drag this on, my wall crumbled with no defense. I had no more defense, I didn't even want to fight what I felt. Each and every piece was on the ground but my heart, I swear, was as complete as I wanted it to be. It never went back up and I looked forward to every day with him.
Had them days you just can't put into words. Wrote our names in the sand, just not too close to the water, because we just knew that what we had wouldn't wash away. Nothing was traded, nothing was altered, and opposites weren't attracted. We built our own wall that wasn't symbolically there, it was literally there to withstand our troubles as a whole. I wanted to have a love that was indescribable, and it was. I swore our four month-iversary was like our 50th anniversary, for I had never been in a reeeal relationship that long. But that 50th anniversary old folks have where they're still madly in love, is how I felt. Nothing's perfect but shit we were close to it.
Today we are just the same, but like I said my wall was recently reassembled. What I didn't tell you is that this barrier is currently in shambles and the blueprints for a new one won't even be presented. Trials and tribulations in my case lead me to build a new wall, for myself. Misunderstandings and misconceptions caused most of the affliction. But I was winning with my newly built barricade. Well I thought I was winning. All is never ever ever fair in war. The war that I thought I needed to fight daily. Definitely wasn't necessary. I don't need to fight to feel what I do.
When I say recent I mean recent. Like within two weeks, I had a levee with feelings running over it, back up and running & then shot down. My heart feels too much on daily basis for him to begin to recondition a new love. Our wall is amended. Far as I'm concerned I have put way too much into this to be broken. I will not love anyone as I do him.
And with that said my Speak Your Mind Friday has been fulfilled (:
I used to do this daily on this here blogspot. It's really been a minute. I should be resting and getting ready & such, but I can't even focus on that. I'm going to attempt to focus on this ? Mm I don't want to talk about life, well my life that is, like that blog where I talk about what I've done in the past few days. Quite frankly, I'm barely interested in the things I've been doing. I can begin to explain how I've been feeling about things lately. That's rather mundane, too. Well no, I've been feeling so much better about things. A lot better at least. I'm not even speaking about things in general. I'm talking about my relationships, the small ones and the one I'm invested in. To think that one year ago, around this time, I had the same feeling as I have right now is indescribable. My claim to fame has been, the one who doesn't put up with it, whatever it may be. But we all take that persona huh ? Put up that wall ?...the one that gets knocked down for certain situations. Well my wall has been down. Just recently it was reconstructed.
Reconstruction by one definition is to reassemble mentally. Well put there, Webster. A while ago in my common growth, a wall was simultaneously built. The Great Wall of Ryah. Organized in a fashion that included thought and reasoning. Each stone placed over a feeling that was supposed to never be revealed. Strength that could withstand the unholiest war. Almost stubborn enough to endure love. Not the love we are born with, the one that grows for another person. (I have a habit of putting my all into every situation and though I already know it to be fact, I could never get with loving someone wholeheartedly, and not getting that shit back). This kinda love grew through cracks I thought were mended. I won't even drag this on, my wall crumbled with no defense. I had no more defense, I didn't even want to fight what I felt. Each and every piece was on the ground but my heart, I swear, was as complete as I wanted it to be. It never went back up and I looked forward to every day with him.
Had them days you just can't put into words. Wrote our names in the sand, just not too close to the water, because we just knew that what we had wouldn't wash away. Nothing was traded, nothing was altered, and opposites weren't attracted. We built our own wall that wasn't symbolically there, it was literally there to withstand our troubles as a whole. I wanted to have a love that was indescribable, and it was. I swore our four month-iversary was like our 50th anniversary, for I had never been in a reeeal relationship that long. But that 50th anniversary old folks have where they're still madly in love, is how I felt. Nothing's perfect but shit we were close to it.
Today we are just the same, but like I said my wall was recently reassembled. What I didn't tell you is that this barrier is currently in shambles and the blueprints for a new one won't even be presented. Trials and tribulations in my case lead me to build a new wall, for myself. Misunderstandings and misconceptions caused most of the affliction. But I was winning with my newly built barricade. Well I thought I was winning. All is never ever ever fair in war. The war that I thought I needed to fight daily. Definitely wasn't necessary. I don't need to fight to feel what I do.
When I say recent I mean recent. Like within two weeks, I had a levee with feelings running over it, back up and running & then shot down. My heart feels too much on daily basis for him to begin to recondition a new love. Our wall is amended. Far as I'm concerned I have put way too much into this to be broken. I will not love anyone as I do him.
And with that said my Speak Your Mind Friday has been fulfilled (:
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
We all know that one song, sung by that one singer that has that one melody. The one that gets played over and over and over. In my house it's...
Fortunate - Maxwell
"I know a song that gets on everybody's nerves, everybody's nerves, everybody's nerves. I know a song that gets on everybody's nerves, and this is how it goes.."
I'm actually in love with song, just not when my mom sings it lol.
Fortunate - Maxwell
"I know a song that gets on everybody's nerves, everybody's nerves, everybody's nerves. I know a song that gets on everybody's nerves, and this is how it goes.."
Monday, April 20, 2009
100 Degrees.
Sweltering. I'm on edge and I want to write a story. A story that would begin with 'Once upon a time there lived a girl, who got what she want....' And ends with she lived happily ever after. SHE, as in singular. I want this to be my story in which I learn to find happiness in simple things on my own. And so it is, I'll begin my story on the right foot with right people, and the right attitude. I won't be starting over, that takes too long. I just want a change. Although I never want change-cause it's too hard to cope-it's necessary right now.
Thursday, April 16, 2009
Thursday, April 9, 2009
Leaving.
I leave in a little over 12 hours for NEW ORLEANS. I really won't lie, I'm terrified for this flight. I haven't been on a plane in 9 years and I really don't remember it. Mm last day of school before Spring Break, and the infamous Nerd Day. I participated. I got to see who I wanted before I leave and I'm really much more at ease because their presence. Mm but I needa go finish packing, probably start over what I already have. Louisiana in the morning (:
Monday, April 6, 2009
True eloquence consists of saying all that should be said, and that only.
-Francois de La Rochefoucauld
"Oh, superman you do too much."....lol & stuff.
I would like everyone to stand up straight, yes stand tall, and stop fcking jerking. You're not all jerks, you can possibly stand up straight and learn to waltz. Give yourself some stature.
I leave for New Orleans in FOUR DAYS. Too exciteed. I've never been and I get to see most of my long lost family.
Adios por ahora.
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