"When he is the cause of your inspiration, when the world appears under a wonderful new light, when suddenly the meaning of your life is obvious..then you are in love."

All mushy and stuff, huh ? I'm in love though, so it's okay. Deeply, indefinitely, unmovingly, indescribably, and all the other philosophically, psychotically generated words lovers come up with to put in front of in love. I'm currently thinking of one new word to put in place of the tragically and effortlessly ones already used. You know, 'cause my love was painfully and wonderfully made and is undoubtedly surpassing the moon and stars. Be it that this word I come up with may not be affiliated with Webster and his dictionary, it will all the same receive acclamation from who I giveth.

Here's to the past, the 'wonder' years. Here's to the future, I'm done with the past. Here's to the present, the reason I need a drink. Here's to forever, let's get this started.

Just got home from the annual awards ceremony at Los Angeles Baptist HS. Reaffirmed my reason for never wearing skirts. Re-realized my loathe for people. And reinclinated my love for the end of school years.

Reminds me of BJ.

By the time the American child reaches their 18th year of life and 12th year of school, everything completely necessary is learned. Education is redundant, on every level. High school is redundant. I don't care how much math will be around you in everyday life, all I needed was Algebra 1. If dictionaries were still in heavy circulation as they were in the early nineties, English 10 would have been enough. God created everything for a purpose as a purpose, and I believe that. Science up to the 7th grade would have been sufficient. No one is learning from the past and the idiocracy our Fore Fathers generated, therefore those writing our history books are doing nothing for us. Those writing our history books are wasting their lives. I feel everyone who wants to remember something should write it down for themselves and remember what they wish. Columbus did not change my life and I won't be changing anyone's in the future, so don't write this down.

Over and over we are reminded that two doubled equals four. Four can also be reached by adding two by two. Common knowledge is repeated, basic comprehension is reinstated and fundamentals are recapitulated. If you read that over, you should understand. My peers who are quote unquote smarter than are nothing more that my peers who choose different lifestyles. Because they pour their lives into their education does not meant they are smarter. Shoot, yea, they're smarter. Smart enough to know that if you pour your lives into education, you'll gain more knowledge. I know that, too. So I'm also smart, I just don't choose collegiate education. I chose the route of gaining, retaining, and containing education through life. The type of life that is not apart of a curriculum with redundant tendencies.

I had more to say on this subject but my mind just went other places and I can't move on.

"Mindsets we will never move to."