Corinne Bailey Rae is coming out with a new album on 02/ 02/ 2010, think I need it for my birthday on 02/ 03/ 2010 (:

white Americans, what?
nothing better to do?
why don’t you kick yourself out
you’re an immigrant too
-White Stripes

Majors.

Visited LMU's campus this weekend and I'm too in love. I'm so excited to learn it's almost ridiculous. No matter what I study it will be under the Liberal Arts studies and there are so many to choose from !! Philosophy, English, History, African- American Studies, Women Studies and Political Science. There are many more but those are the ones I'm very interested in. If I don't get into LMU I will be majoring in one or two of these courses at another school.

With that said, I'm moving on... This weekend was really chill. My plans always get ruined one way or another and don't get refurbished. But for some reason they were this weekend. Friday was annoying, inconsiderate people irk everything in me. Saw a lot of people I haven't seen or talked to in forever so that was cool. Saturday was pointless, sat at tournament I barely played in. Then was barricaded in my house for about 45 minutes making me late extra late to my cousin's birthday thing -_-. The night was nice, I don't think I like spending time w/ anyone else as much as I do him. Sunday, was worth it. Got up bright and early to go to LMU although I thought I was going to be extremely late. Like I said everything worked out just fine and I am now enduring day one of this week. I heard there is like 135 days left of school, praise the Lord.

9 out 10 times

I’m not the silly romantic you think. I don’t want the heavens or the shooting stars. I don’t want gemstones or gold. I have those things already. I want…a steady hand. A kind soul. I want to fall asleep, and wake, knowing my heart is safe. I want to love, and be loved. — Shana Ab



-_-

"Love isn't real. Only a desperate fear of someone leaving that people think is love. It's a beautious realization though. Boys don't really care if they lose you. You just become a hoe and they're over it. Makes me laugh at people who love, too. Like, 'Ha! You're scared.'"- Jacks.

I don't know who Jacks is but Precious (xpreciousarianna.blogspot.com) posted it first. Something went ding- ding in my head when I read it ha.

...I wanna love w/ an open heart. Here when I'm all alone, I can turn my head off. Without you I'm just me. Don't fool yourself, I'm probably the most boring person you'll ever meet. See you when you get here...

Things I thought were cool/ cool things that made me think.

I hate people more than I hate anything in this world. So to sum it up, I hate everything. 'Cause anything that anyone does, I hate. Anything that someone says, I hate. Don't look at me, I really hate that. Don't ask me anything, I hate people in my business. Don't tell me your problems, I have my own that I hate. Anything that involves other people, I hate. Most of the time when dealing with other people I'm dealing with lies and/ or shadiness. Therefore I'm now on this hate train. I'm definitely not a hater like in sense of being envious or anything, I just can't take people anymore.

Almost Always.

We're moving in/ out the 15th. That's the plan and that's what I'm too down for. Finally out of the God forsaken city of Sylmar to pretty much down the street from my school. Less gas money will be used for trips to school which means more money to eat ! Mm and it's kinda looking like my sister and I will be going to New Orleans for Mardi Gras. We'll see. Got my seeing glasses yesterday and my dad thought it'd be cool to get me orange ones w/ stripes. That's more or less where I draw the line for my orange fetish -_-... Played in an intense game today, killed my hip bone. Volleyball will probably be the death of me, just sayin'.

What's scarier... Robot Revolution or Zombie Apocalypse ?

I don't want flowers...

I literally smiled from ear to ear upon finding this. The epitome of me, on almost every occasion.

I'm the girl who's always making other people happy. Well, today you can fuck off. i want someone to make me happy.

Its Monday.

"Mariah, do you ever feel like you're wasting your life ?"


"Only when I'm awake"