I believe it has been thaaat long.

That long since I've even been on the Internet.

Its like the stone age at my dads house, only TV.

No DVD neither, VHS maaan.

Anyway, i cant even complain.

This whole week was not spent all at my dads house.

For like 3/4ths of it I was w/ BJ.

Thats waay more than half, and waay more to be thankful for.

I can say that I have thee best boyfriend ever,

yes i have that privilege.

I even have the privilege of calling him my husband,

and sounding super simple.

Its too true.

It certainly does not seem that i will ever stop loving him.

And uh not only is it Thanksgiving tomorrow,

but its our 10month-iversary (:

I think ill stop now, because ill just keep going on & on & on.

Um well nothing else has been happening in my life at all.

My camera still refuses to turn on.

So not a plus.

Oh man Christmas is almost here.

Fck me, tomorrow i have to feed the homeless from 10AM-2PM.

Not thrilled about that shit at all.

Then its off to Palmdale to actually eat.

Oh man funny shit Kia said to me today:

"I want Chris Brown to take me down & get me pregnant. And I'd keep it just so i could get child support."

I want to write more but my mind is not letting me.

I need to post more often so i dont have sooo much on my mind at one time.

Lalaalala im done w/ this one for now.

It's happening again, dont necessarily think i can take it.
Im too passive for my own goood.
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I Miss My Hair.

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3Things That I Hate; Not Newly Established, Just Redirected.

1. When I shave my legs and i miss a spot. So the next day in my basketball shorts I have that one patch of hair that was missed. Mm maybe that was too much for some of you ha, the shaving of legs.

2. When I dont do my hair it looks better than when I do. Right now as I'm about to go to bed, my hair is working. In the morning when i actually comb it, it turns out like shit. And if i try the look i got going right now in the morning, it wont work. No happy medium at all.

3. All the blame gets placed on me. Tonight i put a load of clothes in the wash anticipating i was going to be aable to dry them. Buttt nooo Saida's ass has clothes in the dryer and refuses to remove them. Later on my mom calls me to ask me to wash a load of her clothes. That was impossible w/ Saida's clothes in the dryeer & mines in the washer. Mm & Saida's clothes had been in there for two days -_-. Anyway when my mom gets home and her clothes are not washd because of Saida's neglegence, I get blamed for not taking Saida's clothes out of the dryer, putting mines in the dryer & my mother's in the washer. I was apparently supposed to do all this. It was truly Saida's fault but I got blamed. Ha i was told Saida has the "Middle Child Syndrome", but thats a differnt story.

If anyone knows me too well, they know i have far more things that i hate.

I have a list.

WHY IS RAVEN LIKE A WRITING DESK ?

Yea uh this had me occupied for about 2.3 minutes. Click Here. (:

Amen,

Goodnight.

Pictures my dad took when the fire was just up the street.

The fire broke out late Friday night in the foothill community of Sylmar on the edge of the Angeles National Forest and quickly spread across 2,600 acres — more than 4 square miles — in a few hours as it was driven by Santa Ana wind that gusted as high as 76 mph.
-http://news.aol.com/article/wildfire-ravages-ritzy-california-town/248092?icid=100214839x1213564737x1200795344

My Only Explanation.

The only flaw I have is that I'm human.

That pretty much explains it all.

It's the reason I whine, bitch and moan.

Can't seem to stop them, even if i wanted to.

It's the reason I only understand what I choose to.

I chose to understand the world, but that didn't even work.

That's the reason I have so many flaws, I'm human.

I bitch and moan because I don't understand.

Since I'm human, it pretty much explains it all.

I never have an explanation so I blame it on my flaw.

Rena Calhoun, 6th period english

Haaaaaaa.

" Mariah, I Gotta Get Outa Sylmar...

... Ok so Im walking down Polk and I was bouta cross the streeet and I see a mexican man on a bike, yes he's on a bike. And hes talking on the phone, so I look up at him. Its not a cell phone Mariah, its a house phone. " -Kia (:

That was the funniest shit ive heard alll day. LMAO

Loves Of My Life.

Trevor Ariza (;

Lakers 7-0

Colin Munroe

Audacity.

I wanna read his book. It's apparently about Obama's positions on policies. I'd like to know what they are, since i still really dont know.

Sucks, Im losing friends as I gain a sickness.

Really seeing whos there for me in these past couplee of days.

Sucks pretty bad.

Actuallly its for the better.

Ima take this medicine.

The sickness will go away, and everyone I'm will also go away.

BJ swears its stress, but i truly have nothing to be stressd about.

I really think i just gotta sleeep and get over some stuff.

On that note, Im ready for thee weeknd.

Or Friday for that matter, w/ Mr. Mancini (:

Lalalalalaala, OBAMA'S PRESIDENT.

Me and Rena had a great conversation today at lunch.

Im proud of us both,

w/ our maturity & generosity.

Hmm, OVER AND OUT

I walked home from my gate in shock. Maybe not shock but utter joy. We have a black president. This whole time ive been against the race factor in this election. But I thought about it. I really did. If there was no other reason to vote for Barack Obama, it would be because he is black. We were slaves, built the white house, became second class citizens, were not given the right to vote & we now have a black president. This shit has been real. Not even like it happened hundreds of years ago. I have living family members that can tell stories of being hosed down & chased by dogs as they foought for their right to vote. Literally the early 60s. For that reason. For that one reason I am more than like honored to witness this election. In my lifetime.

Someone tried to tell me that this shouldnt be a historical election just because he's black. That it shouldnt matter that he's black. Ohh the ignorance. It is the one and only reason this is a historical election. Besides the vote being based on the economy. I believe we all knew it was happening, but we now have a black president. As i walked to my front dooor, all i could think was "We have a black president. A black man is running our country."

"If the people cannot trust their government to do the job for which it exsists - to protect them and to promote their common welfare - all else is lost." -Barack Obama

He is not the President of Black America, he is the President of the United States of America.

Dinner in the Lyles/Dyson/Fordham Household.

It doesnt matter what Leila says, but i love her innocence.

She knoooows nothing aabout either of the canidates and "likes both".

Oh how I wish everyone would think that way instead of having a bias decision based on race.

Its one day before the election, and people are still not basing votes on the issues.

I know firsthand dealing w/ my father -_-

Had to come home to ignorance.

Election-Eve

Im too tired to say anything.

"We've gotta restore the American people's confidence in ethics process by ensuring that political self interest can no longer prevent politicians enforcing ethics rules." -Barack Obama

Hahaha, i can follow my own blogg ? >>>>>>>





Lol well ok.




Found my camera. I thought someone stole it lol. It was on the side of my bed. Along w/ a dictionary, stuffed animal, three fundip things, and old homework. Only thing that sucks, it wont turn on as of right now.


The weekend's over. Back to school.