“One regret dear world, that I am determined not to have when I am lying on my deathbed is that I did not kiss you enough.”

— Hafiz of Persia

Relationships never break cleanly. Like a valuable vase, they are smashed and then glued back together, smashed and glued, smashed and glued until the pieces just don’t fit together anymore.

— Marilyn Manson.

And that's the worst part.

I have this condition. It makes me want to kill and fuck all the time. But lucky for us it’s intermission.

— Tracey Berkowitz

I HAVE NEVER LAUGHED SO DAMN HARD. EVER.

All time favorite movie.

2nd favorite movie.

& probably my two favorite contemporary female artists.

It's 6:13 and I'm calling it a night. Had my dinner of Peach Iced Tea with Strawberries & sugar. Didn't finish them all, so I'll be up a little later for a snack. I'm attempting to recover from the longest/ most eventful weekend I've had in a while. It was actually really good. Also recovering from today's workout. Either way, this is a goodnight unless I wake up later with something nice to say.

My 3rd favorite movie.

Uh, ladies and gentlemen, can I have your attention please ? It has come to my attention that you raggedy bitches always got a motherfucking opinion about somebody. What somebody shoulda been doin', what they shoulda been wearin', what they shoulda been doin' with their motherfucking money. Why don't you get a motherfuckin' life, bitch ? You been raggedy since Lil' Kim first came out and ya ass is still raggedy. That's why you got time to worry about what other motherfuckers are doing. It's Queen Bee, bitch. Not pawn, not rook, not knight. QUEEN. You ain't no motherfucking royalty. Matta fact do me a favor and shut up bitch. I don't even like bitches talkin'. Wait, hold on. Let me say something to you. This is what you're doing, and this is what I need you to be doing. See watch, hold on..... See even I can do it. Even a pimp could do it, did you see how I shut up ? That's what the fuck you need to do. Is shut the fuck up bitch !

-Katt Williams

Ignorance is love, and I need that shit

— KiD CuDi

Beauty.

"Sex is not something you do to someone. Sex is not a one way transitive verb, with a subject, you, and an object, the body you’re with.. it’s about being with and feeling with.. It’s a matter of paying attention- as if you are paying attention to someone who matters."

How Men Have Sex, Stoltenberg

"Piglet sidled up to Pooh from behind. ‘Pooh?’ he whispered.

‘Yes, Piglet?’

‘Nothing,’ said Piglet, taking Pooh’s hand. ‘I just wanted to be sure of you.’"

“I’m sure I don’t have to tell you that the vast majority of the universe is composed of dark matter. The fragile balance depends on things we’ll never be able to see, hear, smell, taste, or touch. Life itself depends on them. What’s real? What isn’t real? Maybe those aren’t the right questions to be asking. What does life depend on? I wish I had made things for life to depend on. What if you never stop inventing? Maybe you’re not inventing at all.”

-Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close

"What truly is logic? Who decides reason? My quest has taken me to the physical, the metaphysical, the delusional, and back. I have made the most important discovery of my career - the most important discovery of my life. It is only in the mysterious equations of love that any logic or reason can be found. I am only here tonight because of you. You are the only reason I am. You are all my reasons."

John Nash, from A Beautiful Mind

What I had yet to learn, though, is that things are seldom as neat and tidy as that starry-eyed anecdote you share documentary-style on a couch. What I figured out over time is that almost always, when you hear those stories from married couples, there is a little poetic license going on, a romantic spin, polished to a high shine over time. And unless you marry your high school sweetheart (and even sometimes then), there is usually a not-so-glorious back story. There are people and places and events that lead you to your final relationship, people and places and events you’d prefer to forget or at least gloss over. In the end, you can slap a pretty label on it - like serendipity or fate. Or you can believe that it’s just the random way life unfolds. But no matter what you call it, it seems that every couple has two stories - the edited one to be shared from the couch and the unabridged version, best left alone.

— Emily Giffin, Love The One You’re With

“The unlucky are nothing more than a frame of reference for the lucky. You are unlucky, so I may know that I am. Unfortunately the lucky never realize they are lucky until it’s too late. Take yourself for instance; yesterday you were better off than you are off today, but it took today for you to realize it. But today has arrived and it’s too late. You see? People are never happy with what they have. They want what they had, or what others have. The grass is always greener on the other side.”

- Lucky Number Slevin.

My brain is sick,

my heart is torn,

my arms are empty.

— Asher Roth.

My babygirl.

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I feel like I'm in the middle of a never ending cycle and I'm scared. Not even for myself this time. I don't know what to with myself. Mhm, myself. I forgot I was going to start doing things for myself. Now I'm stuck again and this time, in the end, I don't think it will be my feelings hurt.