FRIDAY

only part of the day. this was lunch ha, doesnt even begin to explain the shinanigans we got into today.

i stole cake from eric. well not really stole, he offered it and took thee biggest pieces. rena decided she wanted mines.

JUMPD ON BACKS.

These were actually supposed to be candid for Rena's digi photo assignment, but we always lookd.

i like this one better.

yeeea, reall candid....

she's gna hate me lol

LMAO candid shit in class.

I wrote on like everyones arm. hes the only one that got photographed. ha Barbie's lover.

ok so we told this girl we were gna take a picture of her, but not to look. lol and she poses. she's a foreign exchange student from Korea, the only one that speaks english.

hm so that was my day after lunch til the beginning of 7th period. then it was off to volleyball. better day than normal, although my shins hurt thaaaat bad.

After practice Marci came back and picked me up and we were off to northridge. Busted missions through that mall. Back and forth to Abercrombie to visit Shantal. Shes a model workeer there. Most boring job ever. They smile and wave at the shoppers. Mhm yea. Anyway i tried on pants but didnt buy them. then we bought a fcking $19.99 white Tshirt, well i did "/.

I normally i buy the whole mall when i go. Not today. Just got 2 shirts, one hair thing, foood, and ice cream. Didnt buy one thing in Forever21, was quite disappointed in the selection.

Theen we met up w/ Lauren, Gelila, and Selam. Didnt do too much, ate and such.

Ive summd this up into a few words but it was soo much more ha. Oh yea i embarrased Marci kinda, pretended i had to peee but i couldnt move cuz my arthritis was kicking w/ my pengioned toes.

Mmm yea. Weeekend praise the Lord Jesus Amen. (:

My Fourteen Brothers.

I believe this to be some of the funniest shit.

I forgot all about it and i died laughing again.

Looooong day today, just ending right now at 9:26pm.

I promise to go to bed right after i finish this,

it shall not be long.

Just two funny things i heard today:

Talking in US History w/ Marci and Jessica has got to be one of my highlights. For some reason we start talking about child birth. Really cant figure why because i remember clearly we were talking the movie Eagle Eye and Sex and the City. Anyway Jessica feels the need to tell us she had a dream she was pregnant w/ quadruplets, mhm 4 of them. Marci goes, " nuuh thats too many babies. The first one would hurt, the second on crawl out, the third would walk out, and the fourth one would come out w/ a flashlight. " I swear that was theee funniest shit.

Ok, then we had a game today, we meaning volleyball. We playd all the way out in Fillmore. Not a damn thing out there but tumbleweed. And it smelld like ass walking on the campus. Anyway apparently the referee for our game had gotten arrested. He took it upon himself to strip and run around naked on the school grounds. We askd the other girls what happend and they say "we dont know, but the official decided to take off his clothes." Mhm i died from laughter.

Ok gooodnight.

8months today.

I Wish I Could Vote.

Looong day, starting right after sixth period.

For disclosed and open reasons my day went dowhill.

Seventh period for most LABers is the end of the day.

Not for me, i have volleyball. Volleyball is the most horrid sport ever.

Yes i hate all over again.

Anyway, my days dont end til 4:30 because of practice.

I did the whole practice w/ a stomachache, headache and backache.

Mhm that time of the month.

So i was just irritated w/ every single ball that came my way.

I hate it sooo much.

On top of it, I may be getting shinsplints and my knee hurts like a bitch.

Oh oh oh, then at the end of practice i realize my necklace is gone.

Everyday before practice i take off all my jewelry and place it on top of my bag.

Wont be doing that anymore.

Came back at the end and my, well BJs necklace is gone.

Soooo pissed about it. Today was my first day wearing it.

SMH, little Christian kids at La BAPTIST stole my shit.

Then i get in the car w/ my father who i havent seen in a week,

and he makes me remember why dont choose to live w/ him.

I can go weeks at a time w/o seeing this man and he will know nothing about me.

But when i enter his vehicle, that he wont let me drive,

im all of a sudden his responsibility again.

Like he knows anything about me, literally this man took part iin birthing me but knows nothing about me. All he knows is that i have plenty of his social physical and mental attributes.

Got ADD from this man.

Anyway he pissed me off w/ trying to tell me who i should associate myself w/.

Dont feel like elaborating on that one right now.

I cant stand him.

Well i can, like if i didnt seee him anymore id be sad,

he jjust pisses me off.

One goood thing that is happening right now at this very moment is,

BJs getting his tatttoooo !

Ahhhh im too excited.

My father wouldnt take me to watch and such,

But im tooo excited to see it tomorrow.

My boyfriend will no longer have a bare arm, it will have ink,

PERMANENTLY.

Kinda unreal to think about but im excited :D

Anyway back to my life,

Im over it.

My stomach hurts and i cant fall assllleeep.

i have more to say but i cant do it right now.

I really wish i had the audacity of this woman. The things she does.

KESH, to be exact.

She got this tattoo vvv, and i still want it.

Anyway Kesh is this English fasion designer/DJ, who does the craziest shit
Recently shaved one side of her head, and got a heart tatttooed there.
Mhm, this shit vvv

Im down for some pretty randy shit, but maan. Id never ever shave my head then get tatted there.

Lord give me the audacity and the wisdom to know when not to do some dumb shit.

マライア

-my name in japanese (:

Kanye.

Rapper Kanye West and his road manager were arrested this morning at Los Angeles International Airport on suspicion of felony vandalism after they confronted two paparazzi and smashed the men's cameras, authorities said.The incident took place about 7:50 a.m. outside the passenger security screening area in Terminal 4, said LAX spokeswoman Nancy Castles.Initial reports said the incident involved "a commercial photographer, 'paparazzi' " and a camera worth more than $10,000, according to Castles.

she loves me.

hey girl heyYEAHH Mariah is the fucking shit. i have known her since 7th grade but we were not fond of each other, and we both know why. But now we are closer than close. We both have big mouths so when we know secrets, we just tell each other and promise not to tell anyone else. TRUST, we know all the dirt on all the bitches.We are so not fake, only to girls we dont like. haha keep your enemies closer. When we drive we are going to drive to mexico and get drunk, ahhaha ! i love love love bugging her because she becomes so annoyed haha! i am so happy we are best friends and uh DUHHH we always will be. AND when we graduate were going to JUNIOR COLLEGE together AHHAHAHHAHAH jk ! love this bitch. if you dont know her, you better get to know her, shes hillarious.YEAHHHHHH!!!

-marci

Today's his birthday.

highkeey simpin, making a whole blogentry about this boy and his birthday. its reeally ok though cuz he got me sprung, on literal terms. thats ok too though, cuz this is my husband, on literal terms. brent mancini, BJ, is 18 today and im more excited than he is. i really dont wna get all philosophical on how much i love this boy, ha damn MAN, cuz i already know i will go on forever speaking little sweet nothings. but i do ha. i was thee first to wish him a happybirthday and i will be thee last lol.

HE'S GROWN NOW, BUT HE STILL HAS TO DEAL W/ ME (;

I'm Not A Fcking Cookie

Today was one of my worst days. Mhm I had the worst daay. Dont even know when the anger started uprising, oh but it did.

Thee biggest thing that has pissed me off, is me leaving my phone in Cassie's car and have noooo way of reaching her to get it back. Mmm what else ?

Mm i broke two nails today in practice, TWO.

Mr. Nevile pisssed me off today, ooowweee. I asked a simple question about money & the production of it. He decided to go off about the government and some savings bonds.

I have no fcking phone ALL night. Goodness this shit is unreal. No communication all night.

Volleyball found a way to piss me off too. Ha, why cant i just get a good set so i can make a good hit ? No blame on anyone, but that shit bugs me everytime.

I still believe waking up @6:30 every morning for school is redundant. Why do we have to be up so damn early to learn about atomic numbers & how to conjugate words ? With 24 hours in a day, why is it necessary to start off the day w/ the first hours that the sun is out ?

I feel myself getting sick. Constant headaches all day, congestion alll in the face, teary eyes and like my ears keep popping.

Gah fck me. I never ever really show my aggresion/anger, but this shit is unreal. At this point there is NO solution for this. I think all my anger ( whatever it may be from ) has been supressed for so long, that now that i dont have my phone, I can't take it anymore. I feel like screaming, but i dont wna scare the white people. I also think im making a big deal out of nothing

but i really cant control it.

I just neeeda wooosaaah, we'll see how thaat goes.

<3

The human heart can only take so much.
Its maximum capacity is that of the size of your fist.
By definition, the heart is the capacity for
sympathy; feeling; affection
It is the center of emotion.
As contrasted to the head as the center of intellect.
In comparison, the heart and mind never come to agreement
But that agreement can be compromised.
The centers of emotion and intellect can be argued.
Arguably such that your intellect controls the emotion.
With its capacity for feeling the heart can grow;
Mature to the level of intellect needed for such emotion.
As the mind controls emotion,
It tells what emotion to show.
For news of the heart, ask the face.
With the capacity for all emotion
The heart also can withstand both the strongest emotions:
Love and Hate.
Given the ability to love and hate,
and given the ability to love or hate.
With that ability we are able to share emotion.
Emotions, on a mature level, that are intellectually interpreted.
The heart and its capacity shall never be underestimated.
As it will only grow.

Today was rather funny, on some parts at least.

I'd first like to say that i HATE, loathe, cant stand, this year's freshmen.

They bug the hell outa me to nooo extent.

So today in New Hall i was walking to my locker, tryna make the bell and stuff, when this asian boy decides to stop in the middle. Fckd up my flow and shit. This white boy is pushing the asian boy telling him to walk but he won't go. Being really loud, I yell, "GO ! What the fck, WALK !". The white boy turns around, looks at me, turns back to his friend and says, "Dude do you know who she is? She'll beat your ass. Walk."

I didnt quite catch what he said at first but then it made me laugh. It was quite weird since I had never seen those boys in my life.

Anywaay...

Rena Laughs Sideways.

I Laugh At That, Almost Died Laughed So Hard.

F. Like Fck You.

V. Like Venirial Disease.

SCHRODY.

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Three Pictures From The Last Weekends. Dont Feel Like Posting Too Many Right Now.

First volleyball game tomorrow.

I play Rotation 1, 5 & 6.

Todays only monday.

Im tooo ready for the weekend.

Mm Pop Rocks And FunDip sound like a good investment.

Its 9:41 and i need to go to be.

I miss doing TaeBo every other day.

Your Girlfriend's Forehead Was On My Abs and She Woke Up Asking Wheres My Prom Shoes.

Yea I'm funny.

Techno is growing on me.

A manicure is neeeded.

What kind of fckery is this ?

Fck drawing a blank.

asdlfjal;hjoi;

I guess I'm done.

I shall post some new shit soon, like my writtens.

mhm shit thats been written.

SPIRIT DAY, friday.

mmm so we didnt win, but we hands down had thee best outfits of the year. it was a good day. lost my voice, mhm its stilll gone but it was a good day.

By Brent Mancini

So BJ doesnt wanna make a blogspot, well doesnt know how. I suggested he did to put all his writings on one, but he cant. Anyways here is one of his better writings (;


My Exaggerated Love

Her nearness takes my breath away, and her presence leaves me at a loss for words. So i can only pray that my eyes can accurately speak my heart as it stares upon the inner most depths of her soul. Now this says a lot for my soul can kiss with nothing but my eyes, so imagine the passion that comes from a mere gaze. But it doesn't stop there for some of the greatest things in life are actually, unseen. This is why we close our eyes when we cry, kiss and dream. But scratch that last one because when you're in love you don't want to fall asleep. For once your reality is better than your wildest of fantasies. I often said that she's not of my dreams, for my mind is incapable of fabricating a love so graciously. Within her I lose myself, and without her i find myself wanting nothing else than to be lost again. So to get her to stay I promised "Kiss me and you'll see the stars. But if you take the time to love me I'll give them to you." My love for her is so deep that i'd be willing to lie, kill, and or steal for her; but because she loves me back she doesn't ask me to. It was once said my an ancient queen that, "To love for the sake of being loved is human. But to love for the sake of love, is nothing short of angelic." She is my angel. Breathing the air into my lungs just so that i can selfishly waste it on speaking about my exaggerated love, one more time.

Yeea i chose this one because it was written for me ha, mhm my boyfriends better than yours.

unfinished.

With a commutaion, a switch and a trade, I've changed my mind.
I'd like to interchange and alter your thinking.
Give you the modifications that have recently been made.
Purchase a kaliedoscope, kick back, look through and attempt to understand my reversions.
Through this kaliedoscope you'll see some of the true colors.
No black & white, but the innovativeness.
Novelty, mutatibility, levity all in the depths.
Refusal to acclimate, accomodate or reform to tailor made assumptions.
I'd like to fathom a close encounter of an altercation.
Altercation that has occurred in my mind.
Temperamentally by chance, my minds been transfigured.
Apprehensively though accurately I have new convictions.
But I don't necessarily wish to explain myself.

oh and i got a new jacket, which i love dearly.

threedayweekndsmakemerandy.

white gay boys make my nights.

i let them call me by my government name.

i will be wearing white tomorrow.

reggie bush aint got nothin on me.

my car is in park.

obama is the new black.

U say that u'll love me forever but what about today

As the dusks become dawns and the years pass on will u

love me the same way

if so let us rejoice and bathe in constant pleasure

if not spare my heart today and I shall recover before

forever

And if my doubts and ?'s upset u, forgive my fragile heart

I just wanted 2 know if you'd love me forever

before today would start!

-Tupac Shakur

7monthstoday.

Thoughts.

Mike's Hard Lemonade is waay better than Smirnoff.

Jack & Jill didnt climb that hill for water.

You're the scumb between my toes.

The Devil Wears Prada & Jesus Wears Dior.

Driver's Training is worse than volleyball.

Nope, nuuh nothings worse than volleyball.

" Can you stop saying knock knock jokes ?"

" Hang on, last one...Knock Knock "

" Nuuh, nobodys home "

Chemistry, Spanish, History

1800-I-GIVE-A-DAMN.

Call toll free & ill give you a piece of my mind.

Everyone calls me Ryah now, hmm.

Life Is Short & So Is Gary Coleman. And In The Words Of Rodney King, Cant We All Just Sing A Song ?

" Your pimp called he said he wants you home by 8. "

ryahsays.blogspot.com

Chuck Norris doesnt wear a watch. He decides what time it is.

Uh, Home Of The Good Burger.

Volleyball is a bitch.
Made the team, never been in so much pain.
Waay worst than basketball.
Practice everyday.
I'm gonna die.

mmm it seems as if school is going to take over my life.
I had a ridiculous amount of homework, and its only the second day.
seriously thinking about dropping out of high school. well not really, but fck me.
& i may just try out for volleyball tomorrow, only if i find a ride home.

Back to schoool. SMH

My cousin Jada & her little husband are too sweet. She was telling me how he gave her flowers or no reason and always does these random things to "express his love".
" He gave me 12 roses && told me 11 are real 1 is fake. Then he told me, 'I will love you until the last rose dies.'"

Hm made me smile.

QUOTE OF THE DAY.
"Love is everything it's cracked up to be. That's why people are so cynical about it... It really is worth fighting for, risking everything for. & the trouble is, if you don't risk everything, you risk even more."

LOVE POSSESSES NOT NOR WILL IT BE POSSESSED, FOR LOVE IS SUFFICIENT UNTO LOVE.


My life flashed before my eyes today, literally. Cant really get poetic on this subject, but w/ the core meaning I've never loved something more in my life than the thought of his presence and his love. My life literally was laid out in front of me and I thought I was going to lose it.

posted@ 12:08, so speaking of, technically, yesterday.

Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. Love never ends. Love comes from a pure heart and a good conscience and a sincere faith.

-- Corinthians 13:7-8

Uh my shit.

10 DAYS OF SUMMER LEFT.




SHOOT ME NOW.

Love's Deceit

Pleasure turns to the pain

lessons learned from the strain

questions burned in my brain

about whether love is humane

in its touch

these thoughts are like salmon swimming upstream

in the tears of your deceit

fighting the current hurt that kills more than is created by the chaos

of our intertwined emotions

chaotic because the anchor of Erros' arrow has been plucked

from the vessel of my undying infatuation

separation not as simple as the distance between us

my mind no longer possessed by demons

that have been the overseers of my enslavement to your lies

the seeds of these lies rooted so deeplythey have cracked the foundation of what we once shared

allowing the faith in us I had sealed inside

to gush out like a river

ripping the image of our future together from my thoughts

as violently and as brutally as if it were a child

being taken from its mothers arms

i'm left surrounded in darkness

but i refuse to be swallowed by it

my lonliness like the night air

invisible to the eyeobvious to the touch

it is cold uncomfortableness

yet if i could do it all over again

i'd do it in the same skin im into lay down and let love die

just stay down and let love lie?

no, no.. not i'd stay around and let love fly

even though i have seen its darkest form

deceit nothing else could taste this warm

or feel this sweet.

- Big Rube